Since the three olders have started going to school, I've realized even more, what a hermit I am. I want to be outside. I love to have soulful conversations with friends. I crave time with my parents and siblings. I want to challenge myself, learn new things, make a difference in the world around me, and be apart of the general chaos of life.
But...I honestly get lost
in my family. It's not that I don't completely enjoy hanging out with
other people. I never get tired of knowing someone better. Any someone. But, as much as it's made me insane to be here so constantly with the kids. I really, emphatically, truly enjoy the company of my children.
I can't help but see them all as little clocks...slowly ticking away our time with each other.
I know.
That's kind of depressing.
But...
Childhood is fleeting.
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