March 27, 2020

Guardian






























We met as a happy accident.
Backyard breeding and puppies galore.
“You’ll need a guardian,” was the rationale.
Yes, that, too. But he has a sunshine soul.

Carmel, honey coat. Mane of gold.
Scratchy whiskers, and magnificent tail.
He’s a mutt, of no value, But this is the truth:
He’s the best dog I’ve had. When I see him, my heart bursts.

When we load up and drive away, he behaves as the keeper of our world.
He sits quietly, but it’s a trick. For in time to pass the old cabin on our long gravel driveway–
*flash* a blur of fur darts past our vehicle.
He’s running ahead, looking back with a grin.

We live in the woods.
That means he often brings me gruesome heads, hoofs and hides hunters discard.
He is delighted with his discoveries.
I have to load the carnage to the dumpster every few months.

Once and only once he killed 3 chickens.
We made him a collar of shame  (body of one of the dead birds) to dissuade him from killing again.
He wore his tribal attire with pride and pranced around until sunset.

He sleeps outside.
He’s been sprayed by skunks and he killed and suffered greatly because of a porcupine father who was venturing through our woods.
Coyotes stay away because of this great, gentle giant.

Sometimes when I get home late at night,
The stars shine their brilliant song into the dark, and
He’ll lope his way over to me and use his back as an escort for my right hand
as I walk to our doorstep.


More times than I can count, as I breathe relief of home, I’ve thought, “He’s the best dog.”

March 26, 2020

March Twenty Twenty
























We have all been sentenced a final call.
This plague is not our Frankenstein's monster;
No product of man, potioned by neglect.
But a season, cycle of existence.
The fingers jut out remarkably fast.
Who’s fault is it anyway? cough.wash.cough.
Death moves closer by one second or ten.
Never immune. Forever marching on.
Bruised arms cradle those infants who will die.
Old men, too. Have we forgotten our creed:
Memento Mori. Forgotten the grave?
The man who said, “Turn to the Holocaust…”
He was right. 
Pain is an absolute. When buried deep–
It will rumble to an atomic blow.
Same for raw fear, held tight in sweaty hands.
They feed on darkness and want. hide.take.cheat.
Shine bright with sun and truth. They disinfect.
The virus urges the sickness of self.
More than fearsome malady of body. 
As though we arrived here by sweat.toil.sweat.
No, some are born to huts, mosquitoes, dirt.
Some stockpile ramen, tissue paper,
Life-giving water, face masks: fire breathers. 
But we are all just here. Where God plopped us.
Auspicious or challenged in our locales.
We each one gasp for air from the other. 
All determined to revel in this world. 
Oh friend fear, fuel beauty and bravery! 
Instead of your cloaked, clenched, foul stagnation.
If our bliss and safety aren’t held– fastened,
Fear’s subtle, treacherous voice pours poison,
Dreams grim. No visions for eternity.
The decadent choice is not hate or kin.
Condole fear. The planets aren’t stayed by grasp.
Steal joy from the panic and the rubble.
If death comes: our souls refuse confinement.
If death comes: a life explodes its refrain.
A hymn to be heard for a million years.
If cancer, plague, war, suicide, befall–
Death is friend to the mender who absolves. 
That frank tour guide– ever onwards and up.